why run, when you can walk?

Monday, January 28, 2013; 1:26 AM;

snsd came back on 1st jan 2013 with I Got A Boy! XD

wow, my first post of 2013, blogging is something i havent done regularly on a personal basis anymore :/ so much has happened. even the layout for blogger has changed! hehe.

why am i back, to post?

because i think you may just be reading this post. curious minds yeah. even if you dont read this, im okay with it too, because how big of a difference will this make? :)

it's fine really. when people get too busy, they tend to forget. and it wouldnt be smth that i think you would have jotted down and looked at it easily when you were busy anyways. sometimes, im even grateful when you remembered the smaller things that happened so long ago. really, im very surprised.

but you forgot such an important thing to me. i didnt expect much, all i needed was that little bit. but no need to feel bad, really. i mean, lets stop with the apologies. i guess everyone's and everything's importance to someone will always be changing :)

in fact, i've forgotten the email to this blogger account, but luckily i managed to retrieve it. XD

now im living practically at least 4 lives. 1 as SCAMP MVP head, 1 as OMG's tall admin, 1 as Krys at work and 1 as hx as i can be. balancing isnt that hard actually, i'm actually enjoying doing everything im doing now :)

i'm starting to learn to let go of the smaller things, not to be so uptight and sensitive about everything. you'll be proud and happy to know that im doing so right? :)

thank you for everything :) but somehow i cant convey it well.