why run, when you can walk?

Thursday, July 31, 2008; 8:39 PM; actions do speak louder than words.

2dae was a really nice day for me! yeah! shows that i still can get some love here in mjc! =) 2dae lyk kinda lost my voice ( mayb cuz i nv talk for so long?) than i had a 'sexy' voice while i talked.. my voice went when i was in the canteen.. i went off with some of the 114 gals but i stopped along the way to talk with sam( yeah we got some sponsor $!).. i caught up with the gals at the study blocks washroom.. and the next thing i knew someone left a bottle of oldenlandia water on my file when i came out of the washroom cubicle.. at 1st i thot one of them left their bottle their, but when i asked arnd they said it was mine.. i was so surprised can, cuz i dun drink that often.. but upon a closer look, there were words on it written in silver ink ( and the words look familiar..)

" To Chimpy de ma :D" on one side of the bottle..

"e auntie said that this drink is gd for sore throat. (better than liang char...)"

so sweet! omg! aw.. thanx alot nina! omg! when i realised she got me this drink ( she also knew i was broke for the week le!), i was so touched! omg.. dun think anyone did such a thing for me b4.. actually have b4 ( lyk she paid for my milo $ etc b4, and yup sam, i rmb u treated me alot of things and all the nice things u've done!).. i will NEVER throw the bottle away! =) i love nina!<3!>

Tuesday, July 29, 2008; 10:52 PM; ---------------

i cant believe i still have the time to come here.. i've got a maths vectors3 assignment which i cant do totally..

argh.. why why why why.. WR, EOM ARGH.. prom prom prom.. my ideas and visions dun seem to come out right.. im so frustrated with myself now.. so many things all come at one go.. nvm if its physically challenging ( lyk how i had my 2.4 trial run 2dae even though i was half asleep while running).. its mentally stressful as well.. I LOVE WHAT AM DOING, AND I WILL NV REGRET.. NEVER.. but when circumstances are lyk this, i'll not ask why izit lyk this, but why am i handling this this way..

i having such a emo time. ups and downs. im at such a loss. yeah i know.

i dun even truely know whether u'll be there when i need u.
i dun even know whether u're too bz for me.
sometimes ur too bz to talk to me.
dun think i can do w/o care and concern.
thats where ur wrong. lyk any human being i still need the care and concern.
but it seems everyone is too caught up doing their own things.
but at least ur priorities are set straight. u shld be doing the most impt thing 1st.

but u all have said things that u not may be even aware of, but those things have actually been my driving force to move on.. thx, although u may not even know it.

yah, here's an emo post. hx. time to start work. maths vectors3.

i still wanna thank u. im amazed u can put up with this rubbish of mine. thanx cuz. =) see,we dun fight le :p

Monday, July 28, 2008; 8:37 PM; hey doctor..

left college early and went to sgh for my appt at 215pm.. lol.. but i was late for 45min! OMG.. plus i got lost somemore.. tsk tsk, hx, get rid of ur late coming habits! anyone can car pool me~~~~~~~ plz~~~~ lol.. =) i <3 internal medicine department o_O..

2dae, we had external lecturer for econs lecture, was kinda interesting but boring at the same time.. he's some pro guy with his own internet company called 'zopIM' i think.. i went to record the lecture on my phone ( which in turn killed my hp, causing it to die due to low batt).. it was boring cuz he wasnt engaging, but it was interesting cuz i gained some new general knowledge ( yah, flickr was originally used for gaming? lol..) he's called Julian Low btw ( yah ahs ppl lets raise eyebrows)..

haha, i wonder who reads my blog.. i started thinking after what sup said to me.. hm..

i so in love! with this song! lol... if u have time u shld listen ( not watch..i dun lyk the vid.. o_O)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PJwdXGDWBU&feature=related

argh, gotta do tutorials/assignments/ticket design etc.. CHEM SPA TRIAL! =)
ohno..dunthinksomuchhx.letthingsbe.

Friday, July 25, 2008; 7:51 PM; meet the parents! ah!

tml is meet the parents essions! (MTPS).. ah! will be seeing mr lau at E2-5 at 10pm~ haiz.. i can imagine all the U staring back at me on my report card.. hafta be in sch by 715 to start duty for MTPS.. haha.. i can imagine ushering my own parents in and out of sch! i wanna go SLS to get myself laptop cooler ( and maybe a laptop sleeve and a new printer? =) )..

yesterday councilors helped out in the ushering of the Band Concert in sch, where the mjc band and aichi meidien ( correct spelling??), a japanese sch with a rocking concert band, held a joint concert together.. tix were at $10, but i got to watch it for free! ( only bcuz i was on duty and i had to stand throughout the concert!) the combined performance was awesome and the japanese band was SO COOL.. their performances was lyk quirky but very professional at the same time.. as ushers with free time, we had some time to cam whore! yeah! in blazer!

Gladys, Supanee and I ! yah, im wearing contacts lah..

How 3 gals got stuck onto the wall.. my fave photo of the night..

This reminds me of the 'Stop, Look, Go' sign.. haha.. dunno why.. haha..

Next ushering duty is on college day ( 2nd August, next saturday!) cam whore more!

collection of sign up form is to start on mondya onwards! omg, im gonna be so bz!

Target: Pass Chem test this monday, get C for econs test on thurs..

cheerios! i muz be hardworking! o_O

Tuesday, July 22, 2008; 12:00 AM; happy bdae nina!

lol.. the 1st bdae post i posting at close to midnight! HAPPY BDAE NINA! :p aka.. mother~~~ jiayous kz! =) argh hmwk and tutorials..

cheerios! argh! sds. ushering. FLOORBALL FINALS! woots!

sorry. im really sorry. honestly it has affected me alot. it made me reflect on my behaviour. in fact. i violated my own rules i set for myself. NV make ur frens upset that is regarding myself. im feeling so guilty now. only im dumb enuf to do this. i feel lyk how u felt juz now. honestly i feel lyk breaking down too. cuz i only realise now. but its too late.

Sunday, July 20, 2008; 11:13 PM; o_O

i juz realised time is running out and i dun have much time left. help. argh. i dun wan to drop subs/ retain. help.

Saturday, July 19, 2008; 10:33 PM; inline skating!

yeah! had my 1st inline skating lesson as part of my PE elective! omg! its very fun! although im not those pro skaters yet ( i probably get booed at if i go ECP to skate at my current skill level), but i manage to skate SLOWLY~ i didnt really fall, but when i did, i fell hardly on MY BACK. OUCH. lyk what the hell, than i couldnt really move my body for awhile and i sat out ( actually more lyk lying on the pavement of the bball courts) for the rest of the lesson.. gr.. but i loads of fun and i learnt smth!thats gd enuf for me.. had to miss LTC2 though cuz time clash and due to injury =)

stayed in sch to do prom banner and video.. but i mostly provided 'eye power' for everything 2dae cuz mpst of them were lyk ' u go home rest! i dont allow u to do!' and starts to prevent me from doing anything.. haha.. ended up doing mostly video..

was at sam's place to record parts of the video yesterday and 2dae.. thanx and sry uncle and aunty for taking up ur time and space.. *btw sam, gd improvement with ur videoing skills! looks lyk my position at AVA/Video 1st IC is in danger... nvm, u wan u can have my 2nd ic's place..

cheerios! ah! prom! ah! test! ah! MTPS!

Monday, July 14, 2008; 11:47 PM; ah! bdae post!

HAPPY 17th BDAE SAMANTHA KOH J.Y! o_O... not everyone gets a bdae post from me! =) *also a good chance to showcase ur life to ppl for one day..

yah i know ur bdae only left less than 15mins.. haha.. but its still techincally considered ur bdae! ( mini sds on ur bdae, omg.)

u think i bring my camera 2dae for fun izit. ( or as back up for mini sds? haha..) duh, its to take bdae pics with u.. but we didnt take any.. boohoo... ( ended up with a pic with bixuan..)..when u reminded me on the phone, i was lyk shocked to know that u actually wanted to take pics with me. i feel guilty. =).. nvm, we have more opportunities yah?

*i got owe u dinner meh. i date u 2dae leh~ haha.. but i know spa more impt.. BIO SPA AH.. so more lyk u owe me! =)

jiayou prom commers! and ALL councilors! jiayous!

cheerios! =) happy bdae again! (jialat, nina bdae how? haha, nina u can ans this qn too~)

happy bdae sam. may all your wishes and dreams come true. hehe. *my cousin =)

Saturday, July 12, 2008; 11:01 PM; banners~

yeah.. juz came back from dinner with edwin,xavier and yongjie.. we had ajisen at lyk 845 can cuz we decided to 'hold out' for edwin's '1/2 priced cheesecake' at cafe cartel but in the end the queue was too long we decided to switch places to eat. we did not purchase the cheesecake at all! argh! and yah, after 2dae, i think we believe strongly that edwin de 'hao you man tian xia' or 'good frens under the sky'.. haha.. cuz we kept bumping into his frens or ppl we know! argh!

haha.. so this morn i woke up late for banner painting..than help them buy breakfast/bubble tea and sam came to help me carry/pay for the stuff in case i not enuf $..( haha sam rmb hor,ask more ppl to come help me carry in the future, i not octopus.) .. oh yah i saw mr lee yong kang too! havent seen him in such a long time! so happy to see him...

so got some banner tracing/drawing/painting 2dae! i helped in the tracing ( that was eventually redundant, ah gladys!) and the painting of the base of the banner.. also cut and traced some mini jigsaw pieces.. hehe.. ended up with paint on my arms/hands/legs.. but eventually went out with the guys mentioned above to slack arnd..

we ended up walking arnd tm and whitesands, even sitting down at white sands for 2 hrs playing command&conquer3, with exception of edwin.. hehe..

cheerios! BIO SPA ON MONDAY. OMG. LIVE SPECIMEN. MINI SDS. hehe...

Monday, July 07, 2008; 8:19 PM; 'post-mortem' for ltc! =)

haha.. juz came back from ltc at arnd 4pm.. so tired~ haha.. considering i slept only arnd 3hrs( from 315am-615am) and went thru all those physically tiring activities.. had a relatively fun and fruitful time with grp7 ( aka 7-11).. i did much less activities as compared to the rest of the grp due to back probs and 'bad weather'( i didnt have a go a the broken bridge cuz it rained juz before i went up!)..

campfire was fun ( for me at least) cuz i was acting as one of the 7 hobbits( or power rangers) in a 7-11 production "darlie white and the 7 hobbits" .. it was at least visually pleasant cuz all 7 of us wore a different hse shirt from all 5 hses.. than by request i tried my best to act as drama as possible ( apparently it was drama enuf from the feedback i got!).. i know that there're photos of my grp during our skit ( we're the 1st grp to go up, so we had a fair bit of attention), so i may juz request them from the photographers? but i think the mjc photog ppl have really done a great job in their quality of photos, as well as in sacrifing their weekend/youth day to come down to take pics of this event.. THANX MJC PHOTOGRAHY CLUB! i also went to crash hut2 to sleep during that 3hrs ( im from hut5) and i slept in between nina and rena.. and rena got a gd shock when she realise that it was not nina sleeping beside her! =)

oh yah! happy 17th bdae weisheng and huifen! poor weisheng had to seriously celebrate his bdae in camp doing duty/climbing high elements/getting soaked in murky waters etc. cuz his bdae was on 2nd day of camp, so no way he could escape it! at least he got cakes!

also thanx to those who 'self-sacrifice' their sleeping time after camp fire to accompany this 'hard-to-handle gal'.. hehe! sry for spoiling ur plans on going stargazing~

usually i've got so much to say after an event such as this. but i shall end with this quote that the coach said 2dae. i think its lyk my fave quote, but not sure how it goes exactly..

"courage is not being brave, courage is moving on despite the fear' ( sam plz help me here, i think i record the phrase down wrongly!)

cheerios! there's sch tml and my hmwk is still left untouched. TIRED.

thanx for trying to knock sense into my head. my perspectives kinda changed after this camp. but without u guys, i dunno how to get things right. really touched by what u all have tried to do for me so far. mayb im still under-appreciating u all. thanx.

Friday, July 04, 2008; 11:02 PM; LTC woes~

argh.. im going off for ltc soon! ah! 3D2N! why 2N? ah! i'll miss my nice comfy bed and aircon~ haha.. will be breaking camp on monday afternoon.. that means my wkend and youth day holi will be taken away! and i havent do my CL hmwk! ( yah, for meridians, its the 'red' compo.. gr..).. but im not hating camp yet, cuz i dun real HATE them if i get fun and gd instructors! ( lyk sec3 bonding camp! HoLiPen! haha!)

this also translate to loss of my sleep for next 2 days.. gr.. the camp better be gd!

cheerios!

i know i've been stubborn and hard to comprehend. sry