Sunday, May 31, 2009; 5:40 PM; hiatus!
on hiatus for MYEs! tommorrow's GP:)
Saturday, May 23, 2009; 10:20 PM; the saturdays!
forgot to post bout this : I FINALLY HAVE THE SATURDAYS ALBUM ALREADY :D finally! straight from the UK :) my mum's friend went to the uk so she help me get 2 copies of the album "chasing lights". the other copy is for fellow sclub8/thesaturdays lover atiqah :)its 8.99pounds from HMV ( gasp) but thanks to the bad economy, its only approx S$20! yeah! and its the latest version that includes "just cant get enough" .. i shld have asked for the melanie c cd :(
ahhaha im like a fangirl o_O i think their singles' covers are all really nice, except for "Just Can't Get Enough" looks odd haha..
time to get to work. chemistry~ maths~
oh yah. going for mjc ED's play 'visage' tml :)
; 12:13 PM; we cannot wait for the storm to pass. instead we must learn to dance in the rain.
4 ex-meridians ( including huiqi haha) came and gave the jc2s an alevel talk on thurs's compass period. bcuz of that talk i have a new aim :) and im gonna achieve it :D
37days to MYE omg ( excluding gp omg X100)
i realised my ionic/chem equi totally CMI. and my bio can go bang wall alr :( maths can go and kill itself too :(
yeah kris allen won AI..
Monday, May 18, 2009; 10:16 PM; songs of the moment.
maybe i'll be suffering from dehydration for the next few nights.had abit of discussion abt 'songs of the moment' which we felt like singing. lionel was very on abt the songs 'spotlight' and 'apologize', than ain also got into the 'apologize' song.. so a few of us were like singing some songs.
the songs which i'm listening heavily to :
- no air
- apologize & heartless ( kris allen's vers)
- dance in the rain.
- may your heart
EDIT: just took a facebook quiz which i think the results are so true.
Feeling is your sixth sense. Called clairsentient (clear feeling), your inner voice is one that touches on your empathetic nature. What does this mean? Well, you're probably the most emotional of your friends and you are very in touch with the feelings of others. As a clairsentient, you often know something is wrong because you experience an uncomfortable feeling in your stomach (or the opposite for good things). It might be that your friend has had a bad day--but hasn't told anyone--and somehow you just know what's going on. Often this type of intuitive knowledge cannot be explained. We bet you've got a bunch of friends, and who wouldn't want a friend that just knows without being told...especially on those bad days.
time for bio spa.
Sunday, May 17, 2009; 11:56 PM; not here. not there.
haiz. its quite difficult to be in the middle, balancing everything. its not that i dun want to help and listen, but if everything goes in, where does it go out?
keep it all in then.
mayb i juz like to make things difficult for myself.. i know i like to think a lot..
mayb i've been placing importance on the wrong things.
Thursday, May 14, 2009; 9:15 PM; :D
yeah! kris allen is in the finale of american idol! :D X 100.. the other finalist is adam lambert, but i dun really like adam ( sry! ).. but that means danny gokey is out~ i used to think danny was really gd but he got kinda stale towards the end.. but there's kris!
i thought kris' version of 'apologize' and 'heartless' was really good! :)
im like listening to these songs now...
haiz i fell during nafpa during shuttle run in the most dramatic way EVER haha.. quoted from jasmine "you fell and then turned over, i thought you died!" strangely i rmb what happened during the run...
i started off, grabbed the 1st wooden block, as i turned arnd, i felt that i slipped on my right foot, i thot nth was wrong. BUT I SLIPPED AGAIN as i tried to recover, then BOOM i landed on my right hip and arm. if im not wrong, i was trying to keep my centre of gravity low so that i wouldnt fall over o_O.. OUCH DAMN PAIN LAH my leg was lyk AHHHHH luckily its juz a bad bruise and abrasions on my elbow and ankle.. but the bruise is still very pain, there's lyk this blue black the size of a post-it note o_O..
thankyou sam for coming to my assistance when i needed someone to help me with the antispetic cream and listening to me whine over a small thing. sry! :)
cheerios. gogogo. hardwork.drive.consistency.
180days to ALevels.
Monday, May 11, 2009; 8:08 PM; happy ( advanced) bdae rachie!
yup met up the gals at marina sq for swesens and they window shopped. i dun feel lyk elaborating though haha im too tired..
im so not feeling well after i reached home :(
but im feeling mentally better alr thankyou :) sry to all those i had imposed on or affected in the past week..
jiayous hx!
183 days to ALevels!(sry i juz hafta put this :p)
Friday, May 08, 2009; 11:51 PM; nothing.
the only warmth i'll get is from my jacket.
the only company i have is from my notes.
the only voice i have is from my pen.
the only sound i'll hear is music from my laptop.
the only thing i can live by are on past memories and photos.
the only way to go is alone.
jiayous hx. focus. you're on your own.
EDIT: I KNOW IM NOT ALONE ANYMORE. HANG ON :)
; 12:11 AM; may your heart.
nothing is going well. everything's wrong. just wrong.
i need to score better. i need to focus. i need time.
i wish i wasnt going through this all by myself. its a horrid feeling.
[May Your Heart by Melanie C]
If you want me (I will be there)
If you need me (I will be there)
If you want me (I will be there)
Can you hear me?
If you're waiting (I will be there)
Your heart's aching (I will be there)
If you need me (I will be there)
Can you hear me?
And when you're lonely (I will be there)
When you call me (I will be there)
If you need me (I will be there)
Believe me I'm going nowhere
May your heart be never alone.
but my heart is alone. can anyone actually hear me.
ME! 
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