why run, when you can walk?

Tuesday, February 21, 2012; 2:00 AM;

havent posted here since oct2011. its now feb2012. abit emo, so i decided to come back here. not like anyone will return here right. FIRST POST OF 2012 yo.

nevermind if you do come back here, in an attempt to stalk me.

bx took an earlier flight out to Korea on 20th Feb 2012, and we wont be seeing her till July.

yes, of course i will miss her. im lying if i say otherwise.

my snsd buddy, my OMG co-owner, my brudder-sistar, my seonsaengnim.

for this few months, she will definitely be leaving a HUGE void in my life. and also other people's life (like maple's and the brudders). but the void she left on me is quite big, to say the least.

sure, we'll be contacting each other on whatsapp/twitter/msn, but it just wont be the same. from someone whom i met very often to someone i wont see for months. im quite the 'physical touch' person, so its just not the same if the person isnt there physically.

its not my first void. i'll get through it soon. im full of holes anyway, maybe one more hole wouldnt matter. yeah right.

haha, it sounds overly cheesy, but yeah. this is how i feel. and honestly, im quite protective of her also, i guess everyone wants to protect the younger one. especially when im the oldest one?

feb is the month of goodbyes for me. annyeong.