Friday, April 28, 2006; 6:43 PM; im not free..
i think im in deep trouble.. why i still have time to come online? i shld be studying instead.. whats more i dun fen pei my time well.. trouble.. expect me to cry when i get the papers back... 2dae cL paper was horrible.. paper 1 wasnt so bad but paper 2 killed everyone..with 1/2 remaining,i saw some cL-ers giving up..but 2dae i very off-form.. hao wu xia ci de xia i go and write jia.. OMG.. am i dumb or what.. its not lyk i dunno.. in fact i know it too well.. oh well.. FAIL.. i can get c5 i'll be partying liao..so i gotta put in DOUBLE effort for the remaining papers.. this WILL be my last time blogging until exams are over..
GE are here! may 6! tampines ppl can vote! PAP vs SDA.. although i wanna comment on smth,but i think its too political liao.. i may get ended up sued or smth..im only 15! forgive me.. this time round pap is not restored as our government as the oppostions are contesting 47 of the seats or smth.. aint surprised even though 1st time in 18 yrs or smth? b4 the nominations were in,all of the parties hinted what they would be contesting in already.. the nominations only confirmed everything.. haha.. did u know all the contested areas are mostly from central to the east? west remained untouched by oppostions..but all of the walkovers were grcs such as honkah and west coast..only a few single seats such as CCK in the west central were contested..haha enuf for now..
SHOUT OUT TO 3g!! JIAYOU FOR EXAMS! cheerios..
Monday, April 24, 2006; 7:55 PM; jia you!
haiz.. exams on thurs.. paper1.. all muz jiayou k? all pia k.. this probably my last post liao.. until the exams are over.. im going full gear liao.. di u know my com actually had a 128 ram? omg.. so slow.. so my dad under my bro's quan fu,bought the 512 mb one.. so finally, my com is so much faster and i am testing it out.. well.. cheerios and off i go to study..
no matter how much we dun lyk the teacher, we muz respect them as we are students..plus,who will help us in our studies if we dunno?
Friday, April 21, 2006; 9:44 PM; all i can think about is... exams..
panic panic.. exams 6 days time! argh.. still muz come back on sat for cL oral.. nvm.. jia you.. as u can see the effect of exams are visible on me liao.. i blog once a week only! thats sad k.. i wanna say so many things,but so little time..(btw,i limited myself to at most 35mins of internet usage now,5mins leeway for the lagness of my com)..haiz,where shld i start?
i got 27/35 for my phys! unbelievable! omg..as in i didnt hafta plea for marks for no reason.. there was this qn that he didnt see my answ and juz mark me wrong when my answ was right lah.. 2marks to me!my 1st a1 of this term! from my worst sub! wah.. if only my mye have same result..grace so rmb ah,we owe each other meals if we both do well.. but i think i would be treating u only instead..
2dae,walked to the bus stop with shir cuz grace went to see a western doc for her neck pain..such a pain in the neck..haha..jkjk..for the 1st time of my whole life i went home with shir shun bian-ing walking as well.. its nth amazing to u mayb but hey,its shir after all..only us two..i was quite shocked also..cuz shir nv lyked being alone with someone else..im not scary after all k.. but i could have went the other way if my ezlink didnt have such low amt of $ left..haha.. but all i can say is..
in order for acid to turn neutral,alkaline muz be added until pH value of 7.. but what happens when there's no alkaline? in the air arnd u there muz be impurities that would be added to the acid.. even the acid is still,well acidic,but its less acidic than before,thus less corrosive..
wow.. im so stressed up by exams that i hafta talk chem.. haha.. oh well.. back to studying till 1am? haiz..the price i gotta pay.. grace,ur not dying soon k..take care of urself but still muz try and study k? cheerios..
Friday, April 14, 2006; 9:22 PM; in ur arms..
haiz.. 2dae public holiday.. went for tuition at 8 in the morning.. thats what i gotta sacrifice for the exams.. my sleep.. sleep less,do more.. 2night think i sleeping arnd 2am.. mayb slightly earlier.. but seriously,thats the only way to catch up with the time i've lost.. nvm,2+ weeks only,its nth.. i've done smth similiar in sec 1 and 2..
went to airport and study with kamhei.. had 3 tortoises drawn on my hands,last time she used permanent marker,i wash until my skin almost tear leh..so difficult to get rid off.. argh.. luckily,this time use 3 different colors of highlighter..study at bk changi airport for 3-4 hrs? than when i went back to tampines,met eugenia at mrt station! turns out we were on the same train..haha.. met janel(my jnr) and gsp tch mrs chiam at the staff canteen in changi airport.. so lucky.. haha..
tuesday the hcl students had their higher cL test.. than dunno why their tch started 1/2 hr late ir smth.. than cL was the last period,than the tch eat into after sch.. than i went back,seeing that they were still having the test and werent finishing any time soon.. but guess what.. the cL students started shoosh-ing everyone outside and those who came back from other hcl classes.. this is when i discovered that we were actually very protective of own classmates in a way.. as in we could have juz continued making noise or dun care them.. the prob is that we did care.. we even went to the extend that we went out of class and asked some sec3 fellow we dun even know to keep their volume down.. wow.. im really beginning to 'in' bout this class.. nvm that they have probably have iq higher than mine by 1000+,but hey,we have no internal conflicts(not that i know of),we even have couples(shld i even mention their names?haha.. ming zhi gu wen)..
midyears edging closer and closer.. 2+ weeks right? oh man..after exams going zoo?? u muz be joking.. primary sch go not enuf ah..haha.. nvm.. its been a long time i've went anyway..
haiz.. is been a long time.. even when we meet its juz walking past each other..i've nv dared look into ur eyes,i only look at my shoes as we walk past each other.. it'll probably will go on for a long time..and stay that way as well.. mayb u'll think that i think my shoes look great on myself and i love looking at my shoes.. but no.. its juz that i dare not look into ur eyes..
cheerios..
Tuesday, April 11, 2006; 5:11 PM; ups and downs..
haiz.. dun think i'll be blogging till end of this week?friday? think until exams,i'll blog on friday only.. sad huh..mayb not blog until exams are over..ng shan shan juz 'woke' me up 2dae by saying "ur exams huh,in week 7 leh,than week 6 ah,have ur english and chinese papers eh.." my gdness exams are so NEAR.. its kinda freaking me out lah.. its week4 now.. tsk.. how.. im actually able to panic right now lah.. every sub only have approx 3 days to study? of cuz eL how to study? hm.. haiz.. yesterday had the situational writing test, 2morrow is cL test, thursday have amaths test.. friday holiday,but have tuition and going to study later outside..its strange really,no one's pressuring me directly,not even my parents,but i am pressuring myself.. strange really,i cant explain it myself..oh yah, mdm eio(izit mdm?)said got mcq bio test this week,there's only 2 days left to this week..hm..dun let it be 2morrow.. week5 there's phys on monday,elect geog on tues.. is there anymore? plz tell me if i left out anything,cuz these tests are all i know.. emaths when ah.. haiz..
where's the exam timetable ah? now what week liao,still drag? sch lah,dun think it is released yet.. need planning one leh.. well,of to study for amaths and geog liao.. oh yah,cL too.. cheerios..
btw,i thot of the birdnest idea for quite some time one.. i thot of it on my way home..
Friday, April 07, 2006; 4:45 PM; stressed out..
2dae was a horrible day for me.. i did XTREMELY BADLY for chem test lah.. b4.. my best science sub juz bcame one of my overall weaker subs.. i kinda cried during class and after sch during training.. even thought sinyee,yishan they all made things slightly better by saying that they would help me out on subs im not too gd at..oh,cher and kh too.. they were the ones who tried to comfort me in class.. cher ended up tearing as well.. although i think that ppl only knew she kinda,and i nv cry..that makes a diff..lets put it in a simpler way..
3g is lyk a shop that sells birdnests..'wah..birdnest arh?muz be good..' u may think cuz bird's nest is a delicacy.. however, birdsnest exist in higher and lower grade.. those who made the mark and meet certain expectations are considered the higher grade ones.. whereas those who doesnt.. im the lower grade birdnest,i appear gd but really i am not..so the other ppl arnd me are considered the higher grade birdnest.. being lower grade,im somewhat inferior bcuz of quality difference.. same goes for real life..the lower grade(LG) birdsnest would wanna bcum the highergrade(HG) birdnest as its more popular among consumers in every aspect..but possibility of LG bcuming a HG is almost impossible.. cuz in the 1st place LG bcame a LG cuz it couldnt be made into a HG..but no matter what chemicals or minerals are added to the LG(aka tuition and tutorials),the LG cant be changed into HG.. its juz not the same..besides the process takes up alot of time and effort to change it.. but the results may not even happen..not matter what goes in..possibility,yes.. but confirmed,no..
alot of ppl including ms tan said im too stressed out.. i know.. but there's not much of a choice really..i hafta reach my target one way or another.. midyears are in 3 1/2 weeks time? i gotta do smth.. and fast.. and i expect alot of stress and many more breakdowns to come..target for this term,not MYE, 15.. cheerios..
Monday, April 03, 2006; 8:16 PM; thunderstorm..
2dae played against xinmin,kana thrashed 5-0.. totally off lah.. what a bad track record.. oh well,so we muz jia you for next year.. but how i wish i can fully focus on my studies.. i wish.. alot of ppl wanna train harder,no choice,gen lor.. so only can wish.. haiz..
when we reached sch,we ran in the heavy rain lah.. the rest ran arnd 4 times of parade square and indoor stadium? i ran twice of parade square i cannot take it liao.. i got weak body,dun blame me.. so everyone became 'luo tang ji'.. very funny..
but i wanted to go home early to study,but rain until lidat,how to go anywhere? as i said,how are we suppose to walk to the mrt station without getting struck by lightning?.. luckily,ruishan came along! ruishan's dad was sending her home.. when rena saw ruishan,rena was lyk ,'ruishan!'.. amazingly ruishan knew what we wanted and immediately said,'come get on..' when we went in we couldnt stop thanking her dad..and he gave us a lift to simei mrt.. haha.. than smth cool happened at the other end of upp changi road, there was a major flood! i mean,the water level was up to half a tyre or more! there was leaves floating arnd in the water lah.. rena and i thot that if a sports car with a lower body would probably 'drowned' liao..haha.. we were freaking out when we drove thru the water.. haha.. so thanx to ruishan and her dad for driving us to the mrt station,even though im wet.. haha..
jiayou,midyears cant stop me..cheong ah!
Saturday, April 01, 2006; 8:03 PM; target setting form..
2dae had to wake up very early lah.. its a saturday.. woke up at 7.. u muz be joking.. but no choice lah.. had to go for chem practical.. haha.. grace went for it as well..so did rena and sulin..than i had to boil water for the water bath.. but my water bath took its own sweet time to boil lah.. my water boiled the last lah.. so malu.. than ms tay thot my name was yixin.. haha.. that was the name my parents wanted to give me one.. nvm.. but ms tay,u not old lah..if u old,how bout the rest of the tchs? haha..
than went to changi airport to study with grace,kh and cher.. than we went to terminal1 bk to study 1st,but we very hungry,so went to staff canteen to eat ban mian,only grace eat char kuay teow..haha.. drank a bk drink there too.. haha.. after lunch went to terminal2 macs.. that place since last year we've been going there to study..and we nv get chased out! miracle!than for the 1st time we really study..
haiz.. i have so many targets that i set for myself,such as the l1r5= or <10.. it really seems impossible.. emaths20/30=66.67%=b3...amaths slightly better only,21/30=70%=a2.. sian..chem 11/20? huh? i nv study for it and i totally regret now.. hope my other tests do better..if this term i get <15 ,i go celebrate liao,after my midyears which muz get <10 lah.. or not not worth celebrating..
oh yah.. i gotta say bout smth that happened to me on thurs.. i totally lost the will to study and carry on.. but i feel very bad bout what i said to mrs chuah cuz i didnt mean to say that..sorry mrs chuah.. i guess i juz lost it.. when the 2nd maths period came,i totally felt lyk locking myself out from the world.. and thats what i did.. for whole one hour,i juz stared into the air and my calculator and my exercise book.. the feeling of giving up everything juz took over me..so tired,mentally and physically.. i was so drained out.. i juz shattered on thurs..i got a mc for friday for overexhaustion from my doc.. but what gave me the slightest push to carry on happen on friday morning..
one sms woke me up at arnd 8am.. i was lyk 'who sms one,wake me up'..but that turned out to be the push i needed.. the sms was from shir.. it went 'yo what happened to u? take care =)' it was then i suddenly realise frens can really give u the extra push,i cant pinpoint it,but what i can say..i was kinda gan dong lah.. mayb only i felt it.. but whatever it was, i immediately did revision after bfast.. what a changed attitude.. im already falling back i class,i cant fall even further..
work hard! JIAYOU! BU YAO FAN QI! BU YAO QI NEI! cheerios!
btw,the sec4 prom kings and queens nominations are out.. haha.. cool.. gd luck...
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